These trips to Winnipeg just knock this guy out! We leave at 5-5:15 am to be in the city for a 9am appt. in hopes that we can get home with time to stil get work done on the farm.This last trip had us to see the psychologist and try to see about getting Sam …

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respite that is…Sam most deflinitely needs some R&R time away from us (24hrs a day 7 days a week is a bit much for a 16yr old)but the rest of the family could definitely use it too. We are all so frazzled with Sam and his BI and coming off these damned drugs. Josh is …

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I had started this post and it was originally title Vicious Circles, but as my day ran on and into itself and then back out again– the changes thru the day and when I finally got to finish this post it was a totally different emotion… please bear with me… Therefore do not worry about …

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I have been struggling trying to get a post on here the last few weeks… I have so much going thru my head and so much to talk about … but nothing that I can actually form into words.  I sit and the next thing I know 10minutes has passed… I have so many words …

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Not sure if Sam’s sleep last night(Thursday night) was due to the lack of it the night before or the bed or what, but he had a terrible night — or so I thot! I was woken by him crying out and thrashing in his bed a few times … so maybe it was more …

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This was a post from a follow mom with a child with epilepsy and I wish I had had the warning of a tissue… sigh. I don’t actually believe this is how God chooses who parents who, but after the day I had yesterday and the week before this it made me … well first …

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Trying to figure out these seizures are going to be the end of me! Learning (or figuring out rather) what Sam’s triggers are …. sigh … lets just say that just when we think we are getting a grip on the and possibly seeing some order…we don’t. Yesterday Sam was tired– so tired that he …

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That is the number of days we have been waiting for a neurologist… (if you have read this blog you will know we have not had one and have just recently wondered why not…)BUT!!!!!(wow that is a big but! lol) Next week at this time we will be in Winnipeg at the epilitologist in Winnipeg! …

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The following post was in my inbox this morning, it is from Proverbs 31 Ministries (I get their daily devo every weekeday — if you want to receive them to just click on the link and sign up for them!) and it really made me stop and think… the one…I believe that the one that …

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in my head I have wrote this post a dozen times today… and now I am struggling to find the words that I wanted to say… I have cried todayI have prayedI have ranted and ravedI have posted frustrated statuses on facebookI have made phone callsI have stumbled over my wordsI have broke down in …

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