After yesterday presentation I had a few people come up and talk to me and ask for contact information. I honestly thot that they were just ‘being nice’. But this morning when i checked my emails I found this email in my inbox. It was a shock and I have to admit it brought me to tears.
Dennis and I are not sure where GOd is taking us on this journey now — a shift to the right on the path or a continued direction that we are already going… but we will pray about this email and the offers that are in it and that were offered when I spoke to Becky after the presentation.
Thank you Becky for the email and for the thotful help and blessings you have mentioned.
I just wanted you to know that I thought you did a great job with your presentation today. As I mentioned I lost my oldest son almost 6 years ago in a home accident so I can sympathize with you in a way that many cannot. I have always said that I wish that he hadn’t died even if he were brain damaged because at least I could still see him and hold him. Most people think that Im crazy to think that because in their opinion “Ethan” wouldn’t be “Ethan” anymore. I think that you are amazing in your ability to see Sam as the same kid he always was. You do this in a non-delusional way, seeing the changes but doing everything in your power to treat him like any other 16 year old. I think makes you an amazing Mom. I too have the guilty feelings when it comes to the way I am with my other children and am a self admitted “helecopter” parent. In our life experience how could we not be? I am however concerned that you are going to burn out. As a fellow farm wife I understand the demands it puts on a family and it is for this reason that I want to help you and your cause. I would do anything to have my child back and since I can’t I want a chance to help families who did get the second chance to get the resources and info needed as well as help other families from suffering the same fate. I find there is little help in Manitoba for any tragities involving children and felt very alone in grief and still do during my hard times.
I will understand if you feel this is a journey you need to make alone and will part by just congratulating you on a job well done. You have touched me in a way that I could never fully explain and I thank you for that.